May 12, 2007 I guess I have no rights whatsoever to get upset over this matter but then again, I'm upset and I'm just damn bad at hiding stuff so yes, I'm just upset! Argh. You're just the best option to choose when I want to go on a diet. After all it's been proven 5times or more, surviving just on plain water for 3days non-stop. Why do you always make me feel emotions that I've never experienced with others around me. It's not the first time you've suddenly disappeared/I feel you're gone. I'm just really worried about you. You already know that it takes me more than 101% effort trying to get over it and yet you just knowingly or unknowingly upset me after making me really happy. Seriously, you're just like an addiction I can't kick off. Pretty lost now, still hoping you'd talk to me. Sometimes I wonder - what am I living for? =( I'd admit shopping does help to kill that little sadness in me but only temporarily. $60 bucks whooshed on top, skirt, slippers, toner, moisturiser, lipbalms, bubble bath soap and whatnots.
On the way to the MRT this guy just approached me, "Hi my name is (i forgot what) can I get to know you?" But I was listening to my mp3 so I took it out and he repeated again then I had that blur look and he said nevermind and walked away afterwhich I finally figured out what he was saying a few steps later.
Today I studied about 10pages of outlines, equivalent to a double sided page of normal font notes. Very good. No comments.